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Holy shittttttt
august 1st
AFI
i cant fucking wait.
i love them so much
sooo fuck you
fuck life
other than my friends and AFI
aaaaaaaaah
im fucked up

ALCHOHOL
hahja
AFIREINSIDE
i fuckin own them
im not kidding so fuck you.
if you love AFI chances are i dont like you.
the end.
GOODBYE

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Yeah okay.
Here it goes.

LIFE nowa dayyyzz.
Saddening.
No,not really bruce.
More of my sister.
I want to be Bruces friend,my sister doesnt like it.
My sister hates me,hardcore.
She wants to "slice my throat".
I guess thats real cool.
Im having SUCH a bad day.
NOW I know why I dont read JoDis LJ.
DUH.
I miss Nick,he use to be one of my bestest friends.:-(.
I miss Ashley.
I miss Becca.
I miss Morgan.
I miss Josh.
I miss Bruce.
I miss little Ash.
I miss Brandee.
& I intensly miss Jodi.<33.
Jodi makes me crazy,she makes me want to sit in my room and let her take my life so she could start over and have a chance to be happy.
Id let her.
I dont even think Im going to talk to Bruce anymore.
Would she be happy then?
If I gave up one of my best friends for her would she trust me and love me then?
Will she ever?
She makes me feel like I shouldnt live.
My sister is so confusing.

Yesterday I chilled with Bruce,to ARISES<33 then Stephanies!It was alright,Cold.When I was ready to leave because my gay mom didnt pick me up Bruce walked me up to Davey st,I got food from the store.(INCLUDING KISSABLES <3) then I stopped at morgans,woke her up,gave her a ciggarette,offered to buy her food,and left she better love me.
I got to the post office and this sweet cop gave me a ride home.Cops are sweet.(Jodis going to be a cop,one of those sweet HARDCORE PUNK cops.hahaha.)
He was cool,Ill marry him...??...
Life is really nothing new.At all.
I wanna go home and see Jodi and eat until I die.
Ill just explode.
Like pow..I dont know im fucking bored.
I need a ciggarette.*reaches over*
I have one now.
My.mom.is.so.fucking.annoying/loud/STUPID.
I love her though.
I ate chicken fingers today.
Thats the highlight of my day.
I shouldve bummed money off of my grandpa.
That loser and his sweet dog.

"you want to be dressed in poetry
but imagery doesnt fit
and you want resizing
but darling dear
get a grip"
-CIWWAF
= LLLLLLLLOOOOVVEEEE.
oh yeah
AFI is gonna be at warped tour..
it will be the highlight of my life.
I cried when becca told me.
I cant wait.....!!!!!

Weellll...my moms singing..
ill go kill myself..
<33

-kati

Current Mood:
confused confused
music.:
ciwwaf-lyrical lies
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Whats happenin?
Im sitting at Beccas with Becca n Joshh.
Josh is like all up in my grill.


Yesterday we all went to spOt.
Then the observation tower.
tomorrow im gonna go to midnight bowling with becca n josh.
meet some peeps up thur.
I wanna havee lotss of fun over break
alchohol equals fun.
so make some plans with me peeps.
josh wants to go ice skating tonight however i dont want to.
blah.
i got kicked out of my house.
thats exiting.
Current Mood:
creative creative
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so whats happenin',people?

Heres whats new in life.
My mo-hos in ECMC,damnit.No good reason at all actualy.Her aunt found a part of a razor or something,fuck her aunt..sick bastards.I miss her,shes in there until thursday.:(

Alessa and I arent friends anymore.
I hope its not like a I HATE YOU thing,I just figured it could be more of a ...i can stand to be around you...type of thing.Yeah,I guess whatever happens happens.

ohyeah.Becca,Ashley and I went to go see Morgan and we brought her twinkies,:-D.thursday we're gonna do something with morgan.Morgan made a BFF box for us in crafts in therapy.

Alright well thats mostly all.so ill ttyl.

Current Mood:
busy busy
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Boredum.

I need to go to school more.
Alotta shit has happened lately but to put it all in here would be senseless.would it not?Its too much to write anywho.

oh well people better IM me.and make plans with me.;-D

Current Mood:
artistic artistic
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in some pics i look so skinny(on marys cam pft)!!
!aboo.aloo.aboo aloo i coooooo.

i dont know that reminded me of jen.

i had fun last night.im going to caz tonight at 6 join us.*KISHES*

Current Mood:
crazy crazy
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LAST tatS was tonight and it was awesome stopped at spot seen all my friends,good stuff IM soo..lost without tats.if ashley were a super hero shed be super bitch.or super hottie.Were going to the mall tomorrow and then jills ...i think

ashley and becca are arguing because ashleys insane..

ASHLEY IS CRRAAZZZYYYYYYY

becca talks to josh too much..
becca called me and ash FAT

she said we're b-i-g and we define heffer.

she said we should go on a diet..

she did say it too.

Current Mood:
annoyed annoyed
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I really hate myself right now.
Fucker.
I have a feeling someone really doesnt wanna talk to me and I dont know why...
Im ...hopeless when it comes to guys.Things go wrong.

ANYWHO.
went to caz park the other day tim wasnt there because uhhmm..i didnt call?but i did and it was out of service.
So yeah.I went at like 130 though and chilled for a while like two hours or so and mo.me.and alessa saw this other tim and we were all hey and hey was all hey so we hung out then somehot skater kids.came around.but they wernt that hot..soo..yeah then some kid walked by and and morgan said soemthig like hey baby your hot and they he really wasnt so she was like..noyour not..and then i felt really bad for that kid.guys hit on morgan alot.because shes pretty.I wanna be pretty like morgan

I stayed over morgans aunts yesterday..

my sister is..odd.she just yelled "TIMMAY."
omg..timmayyy...jimmay..timmay!? it was errraly mean cuz alessa was like impersonating a wheelchair person cuz we saw one going timmay?!
wooo..
but my aunt said im loosing alot of weight..i wonder?I havnt noticed...maybe im finaly getting skinny!!!!?...i have been eating ..no less then i usualy do which is like 24/7 soo..i duno.

I want food!I feel hated.

-kati
So i stayed over

Current Mood:
crushed crushed
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well,life is ...fucking awesome.Ahehe.
Im so bored.I wish chaz and jess would come back so I could ask them to come to Caz tomorrow with Tim and I..but chaz and Jess are gay..and Alessa is SLEEPING.Damn her,that lazy mo'fo'.Becca and Ashley are like...gone somewhere,who knows.Im bored.Im drinking Pepsi yum.Damn I wish I had something more to say but I think I've said it all.Soo...Ill update again when I think of something to say.

kati the
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you know its HOT!

Current Mood:
excited excited
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Im really bored.Maybe Ill go chill with morgan..I dont know.I made some cool pics.<333
Oh well I will write by the end of the night<3 everyone should be online later so we can all chat:)
Current Mood:
blah blah
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I dyed me hair like dark brown looks black though.

Ello.Today Morgan and I went to Caz park..and whata ya know hot skater kids are there.like..one or two was hot but that's besides the point.The one was hitting on Morgan,he was cute.Morgans a HAWTIE though so she has it like that.Alessa showed up..mo's b-d present from me came in the mail..a hostess bathing kit thing lol.Morgan <3s twinkies.So we walked to Daves house.I missed Dave..hes so conceited.Then he couldnt come out because..well hes hanging out with some girl(DAMN YOU dave i wont forgiveee you ever),then we went to Jessicas ..got her..then Nicoles she was at the dermatologist so..and then i got a peice of pizza and then we went to ..uhhmm...oh yeah jesses and i put makeup on alessa then alessas madre picked us up and i came to my uncle Tims and here I am.:-D.

Last night we went to see Hamlet(or however its spelt.) it was awesome.aweeesome.He kissed his uncle.if his uncle wernt like mad old it wouldve been HOT.

WOO.I <3 you people.

Current Mood:
busy busy
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YOPE,today was fucking DOPE.lol woah someone kill me:-D
So I talked.I TALKED.WEE-then..later dave told me he told him to talk to me so I was kinda sad because im guessing he really doesnt want to talk to me and he feels forced blah.I still got to talk to him though.Oh my god but once he left I was like..ohhh my god..Im so stupidd..I hope I looked nice..I didnt freeze up though...but I was shakkingg.

IM such a loser.I hope Dave doesnt feel like shit...I hope hes okay because..hes one of my best guy friends.DAVE YOUR COOL.Anywho,more positive things...I got nothing..okay maybe I do..maybe I dont..*thinks*Nicole looked like a faery..I could just DO HER.lol I love Nicole.Beccas mom stole her away:(..because Becca stole w/ us.

I MISH ASHWEEYY!

oh well,I gotta go.Im in an awesome mood.:-D.WHY cant i always be like this?HUH HUH?Im guess im chilin w/ ghost,alessa and morgan tomorrow.JOIN US!if you can!

-kateson <333

Current Mood:
flirty flirty
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Hey yous.Im so bored.
Im getting off line now so I wont be talking tonight.Ill be at TATS tomorrow though.YAY NO MORE WAKING UP EARLY FOR LIKE ..A MONTH

WOOOOOO
HHOOO
lol.I really..can not freeze up tomorrow.Id die.This is one of the last TATS.I HAVE to talk.

*sigh*

-kateson

Current Mood:
cheerful cheerful
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Erg.Now I have nothing to do,I was SUPPOSE to go over Morgans.Oh well.Mo told me I could call her and prolly come over but Alessa called.I mean,seriously Im with Morgan alot but Alessa didnt even ask if I wanted to go and hang out with the Both of them..that makes me sad.I really had some stuff to talk about.I really feel like they don't care because I told Morgan I wanted to talk about things.I guess I should save it for someone else,right?I don't wanna complain but I can't tell them because well...their hanging out with eatchother and ...I'm not there?Its not like I have to be there everytime they are..I just really wanted to talk to day.Im complaining alot.Oh well,I have other friends.

                         Anywho besides that I think I did well on my exams but im not 100% sure about the science.Ohh well.*sigh*It's so gloomy outside.Its so gloomy inside.Im not use to holding in my thoughts theyre usualy shared with mo and alessa.Ill get over it,Im not overreacting.Todays thoughts and happiness were important to me.I need to find someone that thinks theyre important too damnit.Nothing lasts forever...

<33 muah

-kati

Current Mood:
depressed depressed
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Im sittin around alessa sent me a pic of dave HOTTIE lol.hahamuahah.\
alessas a retard
I love her!lol
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I love Eliza so much!

MUAH

 

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So whats happenin people?
Whatya think of the new style?either this or something brighter..I duno.
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I was just watching GC in hard rock live and paul said the same thing alessa always says about billy shaking his hips while he plays gee-tarrr!just that they love it.

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basics
namekati ann bauer
genderfemale
hair colorblonde but naturaly dirty blonde
eye colorblue-green w/ gold in it
shoe size6-7
what u want in a "mate"...choose one
guy/girlguy
tall/shortmedium?taller then me
goofy/seriousboth.i like funny ones tho lol
loud/quietquiet,but not all the time..ehh BOTh
black/whitewhite
hot/averageHOT
sensitive/tough guysensitive
brown hair/blondedark blonde or brown..or black..i dont like red or orange.:-/
prude/fastnot prude but not like..1 week lets hop in bed.
Friends
bestmo and alessa
meanestalex but not to me
the one u have but never really talk toi dont consider people i dont talk to my friends
loudestmorgan or anthony but morgans only loud when shes hyper <3 muah mo
shyestdave seems shy at times.or my sister
the one u kno u can always talk tomorgan and alessa
crazyestmorgan.straight up.
weirdestalessa.hands down.
the one that no one gets..alessa.lol <3
long distanceraychel
the one ur losingdave?i havnt been speaking to him as much
one youve lostnone?
old bestfriend that u hate nowno one.
the slutjess or morgan lol..morgan just kinda a flirt tho.
the prepmorgan
the brainalessa
the anorexicshdjfhsioh
the sporty onejoe plays football lol
the punkoh man..the punk lol wow what a stupid q
the expeirencedanthonys the oldest
the shortyme.or my sister
the giantdave!!!hes tall!!!!!!lol
the bad dresseri like the way my friends dress
the good dressermy sister..or eliza
the one u pretend to like cause every1 does but u both really hate eachotheused to be sara but shes cool now
the one everyone hates but unone we're all one big group..
ur grouphuh..u i could NOT name all of them.
friends not in ur groupwell people that arent like in the group are..ashley and becca n josh they used to be but they dont like to hang out with the peeps now so i chill w/ them seperately
stupidestmorgans ditzy but not stupid
lazyestme and morgan
boy/girl friend
have oneno..blah :-(
if soo name...No
do u rele like emmy boyfriend?!i dont have one
u think they like u--
have u done anything yet--
if not do u want oneyes
what turns u onblack finger nail polish.hair longer then the middle of the ear but shorter then the shoulder.funny guys ..girly guys but not too girly.eyelinerbut not too much.kissing.skinny
what turns u offguys who are really mean.guys who ignore you.really preppy or ghetto guys.homophobic guys.really short hair.
what do u look fora nice.sweet.funny.hot.skinny.boy ..:-)
do u like anyoneyes
name?noooo
did u tell themi think its obvious *sigh*
have u...
three someew no
made outyes
kissed oppisite sexyes
played seven min. in heavennooooo
spin the bottleno
not showered for a weekyes
picked nosehahahah when i was like 5
peed in a poolprobably when i was weee
wet ur pants in schoolhahaah no but that would be kinda funny
got suspendeduh huh
not washed ur hair for a weekyea
gone to the zooyeaaaa
done stuff on a busa kiss?
kissed a random personno
started talking to someone randomyes
fallen down stairs in publicno
gone the wrong way on an escalatoryes
walked into a wallyes
tryed to push something and then flew backwardsnoo?
ate lunch in the bathroomYEA
ate lunchalone in publicuhmm no?i dont think so
sang in publicyeaa
danced in publicyeaa
steaked?
won some kid of food eating contestno
gotten pulled into a conga linehahahah actually yea
said da bombyeaa nigga
pulled someones hair in a fightyep
tackeled someoneyes
had a crush on a teacherNOO ew
thought u liked someone of the same sexyes
gotten groundedyes
got aresttedno
stoleyes
prank calledyes
been to disneyno
been out of the countrycanada
played with urselfEw.like..?ew.
had to play by urselfI DONT GET IT
been sa lonnerno
fallen on ur headyep
are u...
fatkinda
skinnynot really
averageyeaa
blondeyes
brownno
redi like my old red hair
girlyes
boyno
bothhahahaha no
popularkinda with ppl at tats and downtown
geekno
brainno
lonerno
sluthellls no
bitchkinda..
niceid like to think so
prudeno way
stupidehh sometimes
frights
spidershell yeah!
darkyes when im alone
peoplenah
airno
germssometimes
making decionssometimes
making outsometimes lol
mensome
tissuesno
toiletsno
momno fuck her man
dadnot anymore
feetno
parksno
roadscrossing streets sometimes
carsno
daytimeno
outsideno
schoolno
buildingsno
escalatorsno
heightsometimes
animalsno unless itsl ike..a wild animal or loose dog
babysno
kidsno
hairno?
washer machinesno
anything???sharks and spiders and being alone in the dark
things u dont want ppl to kno
have u wiped ur nose on something thats not supposed to be used like thathahaha YAH
what u do in ur spare timeeat and cry and think and stuff lol
when/who
first kissuhm in like kindergarden..but ve never had a kiss where i liked someone alot and kissed them yet.
first boyfriendryan frankowski or something in kindergarden
first crushuhm.mike hansen.like..a real real crush.
first lovemike hansen..i swear i was so youngg.but I FELT IT damnit
first makeout partynever ever id cry alone.
whhich one
blue/pinkdeep blue..both
big/smalluhm..dont matter
tape/gluetape
city/towncity
movies/mallhmm mall..unless your with a boy..
comedy/thrillercomedy
cartoon/mystorymystory
tv/rasdioTV
magazine/bookboth
dishes/laundrylaundry
wood floor/rugrug
hair up/hair downdown
straight/curlystraight
winter/summersummer
spring/fallboth
elementry/middle schoolmiddleschool
guy friends/girl friendsboth..prolly g/fs tho
this survey/nothingthis survey obviously
bikini/one peicebikini
flowers/stripesstripes
lunch/breakfastlunch
night/daynight
night out/night inboth
pizza/cakepizza
ice cream cake/ confetti cakeice cream cake bitches
watermelons/kiwiwatermelons
orange juice/milkorange juice
me/bob marleyyou.bob marley was a pot head
random
do u think ur hotno
do u think ur popularsometimes not in a omg im so cool way but i have alotta friends
do u think ur prudeno
do u thik guys want uno
do u think ur fatjust a weee bit

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I want another bean and cheese burrito and I need a cigg.

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curious curious
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Okay people,today was super fun.:-D

After school I met up with Ashley,Becca and Josh.I even got to see Alex,sic and Sara Ryan.That was damn cool.Then we (being Ashley becca and Josh..and I)..got on the sycamore and took it down to walmart where we walked to the mall with two annoying little ghetto kids behind us..I wanted to fucking kill them little bastards..)ANNYYWHHO the little boys thought Josh was from Drake and Josh dont ask whyyy.We were all omg im walking with a famous person so ashley asked for his autograph and it said to ashley go fuckyourself...it was hilarious.
Soo,then we went inside and Becca bought me chicken tacos..and there were these girls my age..and one had long perfect curly brown hair and the other had like short blonde hair..they were so pretty I wanted to kill myself.I mean..awesome figure..like skinny..small hips and really pretty faces..all stylish and shit.AGH.KILL.Anywho lol,we then went..toooo..uhmm hold on lemmi ask becca..shes on the phone nvrm..okay anywho i went to claires..took some earings theyre pretty theyre big stars and then we went to hot topic i got ashley a necklace that says everybody loves me then we went searching for clothes for ashley..i was trying on shirts and this one was supperrr cahute it was brown and kinda see through with blue under it so the blue showed through aRRgg I want it.Then I looked in the dressing room while Ash was changing her shirt I saw her in her bra but shes my wife so...no biggi eh..but shes a HoTTAY!..we went in walden books and read ..naughty?books..which amuse me very very much.after that josh was talking like perv so i dared him n becca to makeout on a bed..in..jc pennys or kaufmans..or something..so then we went into hottopic again and i took a purple and black corset i was eyeing allday and then i took 3 thongs..with guns on them ..gave a pair to ashley ..gave a pair to my sister and kept one.Theyre cute.Lol..

LATTERR after going home..sat with my puppies for a while (ginger and lacie) and then went to morgans.
I sat in Mos aunts house with her aunt and had a ciggarete until mo and alessa and tim got back from subway(im hungry) and then we talked and me and alessa took a walk so..morgan and tim could have tim to get a kiss (damn them,I WANT a relationship even though they arent officialy together yet)..then we came back they said they didnt kiss so we made them i kinda made them look at eatchother then push theyre heads a little..so they kissed..mostly on their own..me and alessa are forceful.I miss alessa.Then,Tim hada go..then alessa after we left again to go to the store so i could buy alessa pepermints so she wouldnt cry.i got her a wonka bar and me a wonka chocolate donut and a nut lovers hershy bar ..my faveeorritee.yumm.(lol)wow i pick the right things to love eh?Im watching punkd..so then we left they made out she said he was alright..but he'll get better we think lol.

So ,after all that here I am waiting for food to arrive ..this is why ill never look like those girls damnit..and im waiting for anyone to IM me..someoneee.I love donna from that 70s show.(she was just on punkd).I love that 70s show ..I wish it were on..JACKIE is amazing..lol i love her shes so shallow..look at me im such a loser!lol,love you guys.

GOOD DAY.
I SAID GOOD DAY SIR.
I can not wait 'till TATS!..
Mucho <33
-Kateson

Current Mood:
flirty flirty
music.:
none just animal planet
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hertnbleeding: thats gay<<<<<<looosseeeerrrrrr!JUST KIDDIN'. FAERYS..lol jk I wish.Im going to go buy wings from claires..I put them on and claires(purple ones) and was acting like I could fly .OMG,I never told you guys about the time me and morgan went to HOME DEPOT!Well okay..this was like 2 months ago but it was amazing and i could never tell yous about it because I couldnt get online. Okay,one day me and morgan went to mcdonalds and we ate and my friend ron was working so I dumped ice down her shirt and her ninnys(as she likes to call them) were showin so I was laughing.Then we went to home depot and we were playin around and sitting in garbage cans so she got in one and I put the top on it and she couldnt get out so i went up to one of the employees and i was like "omg theres someone hiding in the garbage cans and he went over then and all you see is the garbage can start shaking and fall over and the top flys open and she runs out and jets.It was so funny I think Im going to go walk over to her house.Im like 2 streets away.So Ill update later. I love you ashhleeyyyy!and JESS! Ashley I WANT A DIVORCE!Im just kidding im kinda hyper so I should go to mos now.Laterrr. -kati
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excited excited
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